3rd January 2017, I just booked a ticket on 12 am G+7, and will be having the flight at 11pm, but the price of the ticket flight was not that expensive yea (btw it was Garuda Airlines), you might try this extreme tips just in case *insert laughing but also crying emojis here*

Surprisingly, my visa got accepted at 10.00 am in the morning in the same day. So after arrived at CGK, I directly go to the embassy take my visa, and then went to my relatives' house.

It was my first time going abroad, and alone. At first, I was so confidence that I am that strong, I am just gonna enjoy whatever happens. But turn out when I just sat at my seat, and watching everyone else..I began to cry. Tears suddenly just falls to my face...I dont know but I feel so frightened, 7 hours flight, I know no one..then, I calmed myself by watching Rudy Habibie, well, that doesn't make me any calm, my tears just falling harder. Harder, and hardest. My thoughts was full of negativity. What if I am so far away then something happens with my Dad just like Rudy's Dad? What if in the night the airplane crashed because of the lighnting? (because when the plane is taking off I saw lightning twice, mm...more than twice.) What ifs kills me..and I just cried during the flight, and only slept for 2 hours.




Waking up sad, the flight attendants serve me some foods, I chose nasi uduk and it was the best nasi uduk that I have ever ate! Paling best bukan nasinya sih tapi bawang goreng nya ena benar wakaka.

Then, I start talking to the girl who sat besides me, her name is (I forgot who), and she comes from Kalbe Farma Company to have some holidays with her working friends, but she fly solo cause her friends are in another flights. We chit chat, we exchange our whatsapp number, and we planned to go together to take subway to reach our destination.


I was like, glad, I have a friend.

Then I used my coat and sweater. She didn't use any, turned out that we have to go to the toilet, because she wants to use her long john, and set it with her coat.



We walked out to the train, wait together in line for passport stamp, and looked for our luggage together. After that, he guided me to go to the nearest convenience store inside the airport to buy our Tmoney card. After that, I just followed her to go to the A-Rex Station, but then she got to the wrong way. Then, I pleasantly asked her to follow my route. And then we got to the subway station.

I was looking for charging spot, but I can't find one. I didn't have any powerbanks, my laptop's baterry was dead.

I haven't told my parents that I was arrived safely, I haven't told my friends that I was arrived, although they can't seemed to pick me up, because it was really far, I'll try to find a way instead. I didn't know the address of the hostel, all I know it was located in the Eul Jiro 4 Ga Station.

And yeah... I just sholawat everytime I passed the corridor of the subway. And everytime..until I reached my destination..

We got to into the train, before that, she offered me to charge my phone at her laptop, I was glad, again. And then, I didn't have any internet connection, the wifi in the station only work outside the train. So I texted my mother that I have arrived safely. I wanted to texted my friends, but my credit wasn't enough..

Then I just read the Subway's Map, I have to went through 8 stations, transfer to the brown line, take another train and went through 2 stations, and there Eul Jiro 4 Ga Station!

It was the direction after I realized when I've done it. When finding the way in the station, I was so confused which way to use, I brought my luggage upstairs downstairs until the wheels is broke. *insert laughing crying emoji here*


 I used the elevator for the disabled and oldster, it got me wonder while using the elevator is that the demography of Koreans are dominated with elderly people? ...
Well, the thinking hang in there until I realized that the elevator was only designed for them, I thought I was being stared by a grandma grandma because I wore hijab, and now I know why *insert laughing crying emojis here*

With only reading the map, and the direction in the station....and also by reciting Sholawat everytime I didn't get lost during the trip! Yay, I can survived without google maps! Praised Allah...the all knowing of all. <3 p="">
(btw if you're doing this also, don't forget to memorize the phone number of Indonesian Embassy, just in case!) I memorized it just in case wkwk.

Arriving at Eul Jiro 4 Ga Station, I find a way out, and remember the famous BBQ Restaurant near the hostel it was "wuleok" I prounced it in a style of copying how Koreans speak *insert laughing crying emojis here* then I took my pen and my paper, and the netizen (wkwk masa netizen) and the netizen draw me a place, they're a couple, and they're so nice so welcome, we chit chat with Bahasya Isyarat wkwkwk tangan nya menkol2 gitu kan nunjukin jalan wakaka.

BUT THEN....because of using bahasa isyarat when I just got out from the station, there are so many block to give turned into, I asked the street hawkers where is the wuleok restaurant, and then she shook her head. Well, I just again, just reciting sholawat, and I thought, I should find a nearest coffee shop, so that I can charge and use wifi and asked my friend to picked me up there.

But...when I walked with my luggage and my tentengan, and backpack. When I looked to the left, THERE IT IS...the famous BBQ restaurant! Glad! I am sooo glad! Whenever I recite sholawat, it is Allah taking me there :")

Then, I go forward like some couples of footwalking, turned to left, and there was the Hostel! I am arriveddddd!

Love, love.

Belakangan ini saya sedang sibuk sendiri memikirkan masa depan (who cares) (me care!). Yah, walaupun kadang-kadang suka diteriakin ma teman sayya sendiri, karena saya mikirin kayak "aduh gimana ya nanti kalo melahirkan", tapi Tugas Akhir aja belom shhlesay. Wkwk.

Well actually, I've got into so many moments that triggered me to plan out for the future, most of it coming from my AIESEC expriences, it happened always in conferences, where inspiring sessions are delivered, and starry eyes are stared to the facilitator.

Suatu ketika ada konfrensi dimana itu khusus untuk newie atau teman-teman yang baru saja bergabungke AIESEC, pada saat itu sebenernya saya ingin ikut, tetapi, saya sudah ikut konfrensi sebelumnya dan some said it will be a waste, so I didn't. Karena curiosity dari konfrensi pertama saya yyang membekas besar, kayak apa yah, wah keren bgt neh organisasi gitu jd pengen ikut terus kan. Jadi saya kepoin terus kan instagram organisasi tersebut, dan ada event disitu speakernya adalah Uda Wempy. Terus saya kepo, siapasih speaker neh wah pasti amazing nih sampe di undang. Ternyata meamng, lalu saya follow lah IG nya, dan mengikuti selama beberapa hari, and turn out this person is kind of amazing because of I got attracted by his mind that he putted it to his caption. So empowering, really inspiring.

Dan suatu hari, beliau membuka kelas untuk belajar bisnis. Lalu, saya ikut kelas tersebut, nah di kelas itu lah saya belajar banyaaakk sekali. Sampai-sampai saya berfikir bahwa, "seharusnya belajar itu ya kaya gini". Gax tawu neh apa saljur alias salah jurusan, tapi ngerasa engga juga, tapi ketika belajar tuh kayak apa yaaa beda gitu passsionate ajah (??)

Nah, dari situ saya mulai memikirkan lebar tentang masa depan. Kan itu tuh tagline sekolahnya "where millionaires are made", sekolah nya belajar tentang entrepreneur gitu, yang fokusnya membangun sebuah disruptive startup company. Tapi nih, ada 12 stage, saya baru sampe stage 3, dan itu pun setahun yang lalu. Pengeeen bgt lanjutin sekolah, hm maybe next month?

Nah karena udah di injeksi dari beberapa sesi di sekolah tersebut, saya mikirin banget terus kepikiran tentang hidup kedepannya mau dibawa kemana, apalagi tambah kefikiran karena, udah mau semester akhir nih, sudah seharusnya lulus dan di wisuda. Jadi saya udah defined (wkwk maaf campur sari bahasa'a) semenjak saya kerja praktek, rasanya itu ngebosenin sekali, karena ngga ada yang dikerjain, dan kalopun ada yang dikerjain kayaknya sama aja bosennya, ngeliat orang rutinitas begitu terus selama sebulan aja boseeeen. Apalagi ngebayanginnya nanti kalopun kerja di corporate, harus seperti itu, dan jadi ke inget orang tua sendiri, dan kebanyakan orang, kerjanya 9 to 5. (Yah kalo di luar sana seh 9 to 5, kalo disini mungkin 8 to 4? atau 7 to 5 ya?? hm?? krg tahuw.)

Saya sempet kepikiran waktu ngeliatin IG Story syahrini dan post-nya, untuk ganti cita cita ajadeh jadi Penyanyi gitu kan. Tapi karena kadar self-awareness saya tuh lumayan, jadi engga jadi ah.

Pokoknya, saya gak mau terjebak di 9 to 5 seumur hidup. Itu sih. Mungkin untuk beberapa tahun iya gakpapa, dan nanti company nya harus yang saya suka. Mungkin boleh di list deh nih supaya engga kelupaan:
1. The Body Shop
2. Garuda Indonesia
3. Gramedia
4. Books and Beyond
5. Consumer Goods Company yang jual produk yang nyehatin orang
6. Pertamina

Dan masih banyak company lainnya dan jadi PR buat saya untuk list corporate yang visi nya social impact.

(WKWK SONGONG BGT ANAK'A) (yah namanya juga wishlist hey! emang lu' mau apa kerja di PT ABC yang PT nya cuma berlaku di soal-soal akuntansi! (??))

Sejujurnya, kalo ditanya pada diri sendiri, saya mau get out from Rat Race, be financially free, jadi business owners, dan kalau bisa bahkan investors. Doain saya benar-benar take a leap to reach that point dengan kondisi mental yang masih enye' enye' khas kawula muda. Saya doain juga yang baca bisa menggapai apa yang di inginkan. Aamiin. Semoga yea. Yea.

Here's to the day where I no longer question why people the way they are.

Seperti hal lain didalam kehidupan, semua ditakdirkan saling berpasangan. Bila ada hal negatif, maka akan ada pasangannya, yaitu: hal positif. Salah satu nya adalah masalah dan solusi. Hidup, banyak orang yang beranggapan bahwa hidup adalah sesuatu yang harus dijalani baik kita suka ataupun tidak, walau sesuai dengan yang diharapkan ataupun tidak. Karena yang hanya bisa kita lakukan adalah menerima kenyataan hidup, baik itu manis ataupun pahit.  

20 Desember 2011. 

Apa harapan kalian di tahun 2012? Kalo gue, gue ngga berharap apa-apa karena gue yakin kalo Allah telah menentukan yang terbaik, dan tentunya lebih baik dari apa yang gue harapkan! Woohoo. How about your new year's eve, pals? Quite amazing, huh? New Year's Eve gue penuh dengan berbagai rintangan dan haluan. Yak, gue berencana menonton stand up comedy pada saat malam pergantian tahun. Karena guest star nya adalah, Muharam Ahad Kliwon alis Muhadkly Acho, gue pun berjuang dengan gigih gimana caranya gue bisa nonton comic idola gue stand up depan mata kepala secara live! Awalnya gue tau Acho bakalan stand up di lampung tentunya dari mimin @StandUpIndo_LPG. Dan salah satu temen gue, Ade Balau, berminat untuk nonton stand up tersebut. Jadilah kita berdua nonton. Sebenernya kita udah ajakin temen-temen lain untuk nonton tapi banyak yang berhalangan hadir dan banyak pula yang kacang. Daripada sibuk mikirin hal yang ngga pasti, mendingan kita urusin diri kita berdua ajah!>=)

26 Desember 2011, pada saat itu gue sudah mengirim pesan singkat ke kontak person acara tersebut, kepada Mbak Rika. Rencanya pembayaran mau dilakukan hari itu juga, berhubung gue lagi studytour, dan Ade ngga bisa, kita tunda pembayaran sampe gue tiba dilampung kembali.

28 Desember 2011, gue pun melakukan transaksi pembayaran dan bertemu dengan mamas tiket. Padahal malem itu gue baru aja nyampe dari perjalanan studtour 1 minggu, kebayang ngga capek nya kaya apa x___x tapi, demi Acho, apa sik yang engga! :')

Dari rumah, gue berangkat sendiri. Hari itu gue bener-bener perjuangan ngejer waktu. Karena si Ade Balau jam 3 harus udah ada dilapangann buat latihan dan sedangkan gue janji sama mas-mas tiket itu juga jam 3. Dan masalahnya adalah, ketika gue mau keluar rumah tukang urut dateng! Alhasil gue dateng menemui Ade dengan segala kengaretan. Gue berjalan, naik angkot, ditemenin supirnya #yaeyalah. 14:58 tepat gue nyampe di mcd, disana Ade udah nambah 5 kali gara-gara nungguin gue! Ya nggak gitu juga sih sebenernya.. akhirnya kita ketemu sama mamas tiket, reservasi tempat dan suasana langit menjadi hujaaan. Aaaaak! Dan gue pun pulang dengan basah kuyup. Sebasah-basah nya gue berusaha agar tiket buat nonton Acho ngga basah. :"">

Pada tanggal 31 desember di pagi hari, ternyata Mbak Rika sms gue kalo gue harus ke atmosphere karena mamas tiket tersebut salah memberikan tiket. This is the moment of asdfghjkl. Kita janjian jam 2. Dan pada jam 11 siang, Mbak Rika nelfon bahwa gue harus ke atmosphere sekarang juga! This is the moment of qwertyuiop. Itu gue lagi asik-asik blogwalking, dapet telfon, suruh kesana sekarang juga, a simple destruction, actually. Tapi, sekali lagi, demi Acho, apa sik yang nggak. :'}

Lagi, gue pun naek angkot sendirian, karena gue tau kalo gue minta anterin mamake, sositip gue ngga bakalan boleh taun baruan disono. Dan gue janjian bertemu sama Ade jam 12, sekarang ngaretnya gantian. Terus jadilah gue dan ade naik angkot ke atmosphere. Sebenernya gue ngga tau gimana itu naik angkot ke atmosphere. "Bang, way giham yak!" seru gue dan si sopir pun meng-iya-kan. Nyampe-nyampe nya disana ternyata tuh angkot nggak lewat depan atmosphere ataupun gang mau masuk atmosphere. This is the moment of zxcvbnm. Dan gue sama Ade Balau, harus jalan kaki nyampe atmosphere dan balik lagi jalan kaki nyari angkot dari atmosphere. :'D
Keduakali lagi, demi Acho, apasih yang nggak.

Sore-sore gue kerumah tetangga gue, melita. Rencana nya dia mau tahun abruan dirumah temennya. Jadi, kita sengkokolan gimana caranya supaya kita bisa hadirin acara taun baruan kita masing-masing. Iya, gue bohong sama orang tua gue, gue bilang kalo gue nonton stand up sama tetangga gue ini, padahal nggak. Dia juga bohong sama orang tua dia. Yak, remaja. Abis sholat maghrib, tetangga gue sms kalo ngga ada sopir dia yang bisa nganter. Dari situ gue langsung lemes. Banget. Kemudian katanya bokap dia bisa nganter, tapi kepastian nya setelah ba'da isya. Lalu gue pun sholat isya. Gue doa sama Allah tolong dilancarkan rencana saya, hilangkan aral yang melintang dsb. Setelah gue sholat, gue baca sms dan alhamdulillah bokap nya bisa nganterin! Gue pun izin sama bapake, seperti biasa beliau tidak akan pernah membiarkan anak nya keluar malam. Waktu itu, gue pulang malam gara-gara ngerjain introducing scene Good Day Buat Harimu aja di diemin 3 minggu. Terus gue barbequan smandapicture didiemin seminggu 2 hari. Dan dengan segala ketidak sukaan beliau, gue keluar. Ketiga kalinya, gue rela sampe diginiin sama ayah kandung sendiri, demi nonton idola. Muhadkly Acho.
Gue pun keluar. Kemudian tetangga gue meminta untuk diturunin di rumah temen nya, deket Central Plaza. Dan kitapun bohong lagi:

 "Ta, di pahoman macet banget tau."
"Iyatah, Ma? Gara-gara ada Acho, ya?"
"Ho'oh nih. Kita turun di CP aja, nanti temen gue yang jemput."
"Pa, lita turun di CP aja, pahoman macet banget pa gara-gara ada artis itu"

Dan kitapun turun di rumah temen tetangga gue. Tetangga gue pun minjem motor sama temen nya untuk nganterin gue ke atmosphere dan Ade ngga boleh turun kalo gue belum dateng. Ber-belas-belasan menit kemudian kita berangkat dan nyampe di atmosphere. Gue telfon ade, dan kita pun masuk. "Jadi juga kita ketemu Acho, de!"

Gue pun memasuki atmosphere, nunjukin tiket. Dan duduk paling depan. Acara udah di mulai dan si mc lagi stand up. :D

We were having the sports day! We played soccer, jogged, and absolutely eat! It may seems so strange that we do sports to burn the fat but the fact we still eat calories much t(-_-t) So, Im gonna share those photos. Enjoy!